Tuesday, January 20, 2009
After...a work in progress 32 and counting....
These pictures are hard to take much less look at but they are important because they are milestones. STONES. I have lost my 3 year old. I can hold him out and feel the weight of him and understand that I no longer carry THAT on my frame any longer. I need those visualisations. Anyway...I wish I looked better...but I am better than I was....definitely.... where I was headed in to 24's I am now in 18's. Where I had more than 120 to lose I now have less than 90....so those are big accomplishments and I AM PROUD of myself and I have decided that it is okay to be proud of me. I am starting to like the person I see. I don't stay in my pajamas all day...I actually put on socks and tennis shoes and wear cute athletic wear around the house.... I am making an effort to be better.... I feel better.
Posted by MyThoughtsExactly at 7:54 AM