Thursday, March 12, 2009

My heart feels so heavy right now

I may be getting lighter but today my heart feels so heavy.....

Sometimes being a parent is so hard. Let me change that...many times it is so hard. It is hard to not feel guilt when our children suffer or their lives are affected by their genetics or history. I wish I could help it but I can't. It just doesn't seem fair sometimes. I wish my kids didn't have to have my scars but I suppose I have someone's, and they have someone's and so on. It just sucks. I don't mean to ramble. I just don't want them to hurt, or be ridiculed, or be sad, or struggle but it is inevitable...and for one it's gonna be really much harder than maybe the others.

I'm sorry....

Peace Out...Bad Day...maybe tomorrow will be better. :(

1 comment:

Teri said...

Praying for you Amy...